I Actually Prayed
I’m not one for elaborate prayers but whilst I was half asleep, wrapped up in my duvet ready for bed, I began praying. I requested forgiveness for my sins and also requested guidance and blessings on the path ahead.
Can I explain why and what made me do something, no. That’s the beauty of it. For ages I was doubting whether I actually believed and followed anything. I didn’t even know what or who I was praying to. The only thing I know is that I started to feel at ease.
Who knows whether my prayers are answered, who knows whether my subconscious prayers are heard beyond the ones I speak aloud. Only thing we can do in a situation like this is to continue on the path we chose, and find out whether we are blessed with the desire or blessed with the energy to keep going until we obtain whatever it is we are searching for.
I think I’m going to do this praying stuff more often because it feels so good to lift the unconscious woes you disregard and don’t accept on a daily to be shouldered by a supreme energy. Makes everything so much more manageable.